Monday, March 30, 2009

Kampar-----〉UTAR-- --- >Coffee Bean------〉accident?????

PART 3
After coming back from coffee bean….suddenly abuba sms asking whether sleep or not…
So I straight called her…I felt shocked when knowing that they have an accident when on the way back to PG frm Cameron highlands…..

She told me her car was accidently bumped into a ditch…
The ditch was fulled with water……
They were very lucky as the car didn’t crash to the cliff..or not I will not see them all anymore……

Luckily many drivers passed by and help them to pull out the car…
Or not I didn’t know who can help them… that time the weather of Cameron highland is cold….full with mist….and raining there…..it’s really dangerous…….
Luckily they all can arrived here safety……or not I will worry so much one…

Sunday, March 29, 2009

Kampar-----〉UTAR-----Coffee Bean------〉accident?????

PART 2
我们到槟城已经是9点多了…那时下着雨….
我和loon到家放了我们的东西就在去coffee bean坐坐。。。。
因为我们答应了mei chen 和pj出来喝茶。。。。。
虽然我们都很累了。。但是还是坚持去。。因为不想辜负mc 和pj她们。。。。

到了coffee bean。。。我被叫到柜台买咖啡。。。。。
那时觉得很懒惰的。。。但是还是去了。。。
那时我买的时候。。。我竟然看到蛮好看的男收银员。。。。。
买咖啡的时候。。。。我的眼神一直逗留在他身上。。。。
虽然他不是很帅。。。。但是穿起制服来还真的很好看叻。。。。
他蛮像我喜欢的类型。。。只是没那么高而已。。。哈哈。。。。。

你知道吗。。。他一直对以笑容对待我。。。差点被他电到了。。。
我还不小心把零钱跌倒在地呢。。。。那时还蛮色衰滴。。。。

之后卖完咖啡时候。。我就到回我们的座位玩牌。。。。。。那时我的眼神还是在看他。。。。pj那时骂我不要看了。。。。。我还假装说没有。。。哈哈。。。
我好像很花痴叻。。。哈哈。。。。。
直到有一个人出现在我眼前。。。我立刻把眼神注目在另一个身上。。。
那是vincent…..

他是我在网上认识的p…..认识他已经一年多了。。。
他可说是我的干哥哥。。。只是我们没见面过。。。。。因为我们彼此都很忙吧。。。
所以没见面咯。。。。。

只是那时超尴尬的。。。我完全不敢看他。。。全场低着头。。然后心跳得很快。。。。最后朋友问我为什么脸红到这样。。。。
我就老实地告诉他们。。。。。听了之后他们笑我叻。。。。

他和他bf坐在前面。。而我们就坐在后面。。。。我一直在偷看他。。。希望能看到他。。只是看不到。。。。不知道他能看到我吗….

我们在半夜12点多时就离开coffee bean… 那时他还没离开。。。
我经过了他的桌位。。。。那时还有很多P坐跟他。。。那时我更加害羞。。。。
直接离开没跟他打招呼。。。。那时我应该看起来很骄傲吧。。
我知道那时他已经看到我了。。。只是我不好意思。。。。

之后我回他讯息。。。他真的回我了。。。
他说他也看到我。。。那时我觉得很开心。。。终于遇到他了。。。。

*我还问他在coffee bean做工的男子认识吗。。。他说认识啊。。。。是他们一直来这里喝茶而认识的。。因为他们是常客。。。。。。只是他告诉我他是正常的。。。已经有女朋友了。。。那时听了很失望啊。。。。呜呜。。。

Kampar-----〉UTAR-----Coffee Bean------〉accident?????

PART 1
The clock showed 8.15am…. I woke up early and went to take bath……
As we wanted to go UTAR( at Kampar) at 9am……as we were late already….
I faster knowed the door to wake up loon them… luckily they woke up that time……

After we all finishing our bath, we started our journey to Kampar……
As we all were not having our breakfast…so we decided to eat at food court along the highway….

There were so many malay food so I decided to eat nasi kandar…..
When the waitress took the dish for me…. I asked her to give me a fried chicken….
Then she took a drumstick without covered and display outside the table…as there were many flies around the fried chicken…
I asked her to help me changing the chicken that within covered one… how I know she said without cover more fresh and just finishing frying….. she said that one is better…
That time I really don’t want to say to that waitress…finally I just agreed what she said and took the drumstick…
After eating my nasi kandar….we continued our journey….
On the way to Kampar, I worried about my stomach..
Worrying about my stomach getting pain and food poisoning…
That time I really scared about it then I cursed the waitress…if I getting not well I sure will come back to find her to revenge….luckily nothing happened to me…..haha….

After 3 hours journey, we finally arrived UTAR…. Loon had driven 3 hours car and I was sleeping for 3 hours… I really nice…haha……
Let me tell u the truth of UTAR life to be……
UTAR is a really nice place to study…. UTAR is surrounded by forest and lakes……
It’s quite hot at there….. and within 5km of university area just has one hypermarket…
That is TESCO.. feeling great right????haha….. if u ask me whether will want continue my study at UTAR or not… I will said DON’T WANT…..

KAMPAR is really a countryside…..there is nothing one….
It is worse than ALOR STAR….although many people admit AS is kampung d…
I’m not say UTAR is not good….. just I don’t like the living style…as I prefer city life like in PENANG… I can’t stay at KAMPAR little small town and keeping me inside there…
I will become crazy and mad….haha..so, I decided to study at KL better.. Although I not really like KL busy life…..

Actually the purpose of going to UTAR is to ask about our course… who knew that loon, victor, sheue yee, cheng ho and me not decided to study at UTAR d…..
Then we all just backed to PG without asking anymore…. We brought nothing back to PG unless buying the application form…. That was bringing us a big satisfaction of it…haha…..

On the way back to PG.. Abuba called us to go Cameron Highlands….
Weo told them we ‘re not going d…as the loon’s car maybe in trouble if we drive through the mountain… finally we’re not following them….

After that, we went to Pacific(in Butterworth)..as we planned to watch movie at there…
Who knew that the movie we wanted to watch didn’t show at cinema….after that we just window shopping around Pacific……
After having our dinner at Pacific…w erushed back to PG d because it was late d….
The time we passed PG Bridge is about 8.30pm… is “60 earth hour”
We thought to switch off the lamp to save the earth….
But we not did it… as we really did it..then the driver can’t see us then accident will happened… that time just bring a lot of problems to us and the earth also…haha….

26.03.2009(thurs ) sunny day

This few days I had no mood to update my blog…..
Don’t know the reason why….. I think maybe this few days didn’t bring any special to me…..
Yesterday, we had a BBQ party in our hostel..
It’s just for our housemates……as we long time not gathered together to have a party since a year ago……

During the time we made fire… I really not good on it.. cosway,victor and me were trying to make fire for our BBQ purpose…..
We did it for more than 30mins..but we still not get the fire… we all seem like the fool child played fire…haha… leong can’t control his patient d…. he went down to help us to make the fire… At last, within 15 mins we get blaze d…haha….. I really not good on working…. I need to practice d…
And gaik chin and loon were busying in the kitchen…..
After getting the fire, we all sat together to barbecue….
We have been a long time not gathered together d…..
When sitting around, I saw many edacious’s look….they all busy to eat the food, including me….hehe…..


I like the time we gathered, laughed, and played together….
Leongand gaik chin’s laughing sound……
I gonna miss leong teeth also…haha….
I will miss my roommates..no matter yih or leong…. They actually treat me good..
I know that…..

Although all people will go away and choose the way they want…
We’re having a great and sadness memory at here…..
However, I still will miss my housemates.. the home sweet home….
Number 24, lorong lembak permai 6, tanjung bungah…..

The happy memory will always keep inside my memory card……
I’m gonna miss u all….

Monday, March 23, 2009

二十强了。。。。。

23.03.2009(mon) sunny day
打了电话给junyean。。。
他终于进入20强了。。。。
他终于进了。。。。。真的很为他开心。。
那时听了。。。也很惊讶。。。。惊讶又感动。。。
真的很想哭了。。。。
junyean。。。。…你付出的努力。。。终于有回报了。。。。。
真的为你感到安慰。。。。
以后你再也不可以说你自己没用了。。知道吗??/
嘿嘿。。。。。

Sunday, March 22, 2009

加油啊。。。。。。

22.03.2009(sun) sunny day

早上起来拿起手机…有个未接来电…..
看了就知道是junyean…. 看了果然没错。。。。。
之后他打给我说。。。。。“政洁。。。。还不恭喜我。。。我已经入围了呀。。。你没受到我的讯息吗???”
Haix…. 又是我的笨蛋手机。。。该是时候换了。。。。

那时听到他那么说都知道他已经入围啦。。。。。因为我知道他一定能滴。。。。
昨天他参与时。。还必须经过两个关卡。。
第一个十是阿管老师当评判。。。
经过了第一关卡。。。第二个是包小松他当评判。。。
气氛还蛮紧张的。。
但是他已经顺顺利利过了。。
真的为他开心。。。。
明天是打入二十强了。。

他说有点害怕。。。。。
但是我相信他一定能进入二十强的。。。所以不用担心啦。。。
我会继续支持你的。。。。^^加油啊。。。。。。

Saturday, March 21, 2009

好无聊哦.....

21.03.2009(sat) raining day

刚刚赶完我的assignment….
虽然有点不是很正确啦。。。但是至少我现在可松口气了。。。

突然上网到一半时。。。。想起junyean现在参加着astro新秀的试音活动。。。。
打了电话给他。。。他拿到的号码是五百多叻。。。到现在目前为止只是四百多。。
他说他等得有点累。。。。那时不敢跟他多说。。怕他没声音。。。就只好说几句鼓励的话。。。希望他能入围啦。。。。就挂电话了。。。

之后打电话给ah bu….谁知她也忙着与wanjun庆祝生日。。。。也不敢打扰她了。。。。有可能太无聊了吧。。。。

之后就传讯息给jeremy…想到明天他放假。。。。就想打电话乱他一下。。。。。
谁知他也必须早醒去清明。。。。我也不好意思打扰他。。。最后也放弃了。。

不知为什么大家都很忙的。。。反而我看起来很清闲。。。
有可能是这个学期完全不用读书了。。。所以才会那么无聊。。。。。
太闲空了。。。。我应该找一点东西来做了。。。太不会变成懒惰虫。。。。

政洁。。我想到一个提议。。。。。那就是开始实行你的减肥计划。。。那就不会无聊啊。。。嘿嘿。。。。噢可噢可。。。
明天开始实行。。。。哈哈。。。。

Friday, March 20, 2009

结婚宴会。。。。

20.03.2009(fri) sunny day

今天参加了khai jing的哥哥的结婚宴会。。。
那时看到一对有情人终成眷属。。。。蛮值得高兴的。。。。
只是突然回想将来我也会想他们一样。。。成家立业。。。。
立业是有可能。。。只是成家就不可能了。。。。因为我是同性恋。。。
只是我不能娶一个老婆而已。。。因为我要的是一个疼我的老公。。。
其实每次想这个问题时..我其实不是很伤心…..只是已经习惯了…….
已经看开了…..因为心里一直有答案了….

朋友以及其他人会一直问我几时才要结婚。。。。。
我都会回答有可能不会结婚。。。。。因为觉得不结婚比较自在。。。比较不用忧虑太多。。。

我常给朋友这个答案。。。
但是这不是我的答案。。。。。其实我也想结婚。。。。
和我心爱的人结婚是我梦寐以求的事。。。

或许在这个不文明的大马里。。。我永远都不用想同性结婚会发生在这里。。。。
但是如果有能力的话。。我会移民到威尼斯与我心爱的人一起长住那儿。。。

只是我唯一担心的莫过于只有我妈。。。。。
长大以后我妈一定催我结婚的。。。只是我不知道要怎样告诉她我是同性恋呢???
我也不想辜负她。。。。我该怎样做呢???
只好见步行步咯。。。。
希望到以后我妈能真正接受我咯。。。。

但是。。。现在很开心的事我有一班朋友都在一路上支持我。。。。
我感到庆幸是我每个朋友知道我是同性恋时。。。。
他们不是我想象中会怕你。。。或不敢接触你。。。当你是妖怪的人咯。。。。
他们还是依然当我是朋友。。。
而且对我的关怀还比以前更加好呢。。。。
他们处处都为我着想。。。。。真的谢谢他们。。。。

此外我认识几个与我要好的知己。。。他们都是同性的。。。。
对我的关怀。。。和关心。。。我一一都能看得见。。。。

我一辈子值得光荣的是。。。。我叫到一班很不错的朋友。。。所以我人生不会那么寂寞。。。。谢谢你们。。。。。

Thursday, March 19, 2009

when all thing becoming strange......

18.03.2009(wed) sunny day
I didn’t know why today becoming strange…..
I felt is not a normal day for me….but it is quite a lucky day…
As everything that happened in front us was good one….

Today I went to watch movie at Gurney Plaza with my classmates…….
With loon, mc,jesus, cheng ho, yi yiing and pei joo and another 2 jesus’s housemate that are kido and lian jun…..
We went to watch movie called “Race to Witch Mountain"…..

On Wednesday watching movie will be cheaper…..
So, we needed to go earlier to buy the movie ticket….
So, loon, mc and me went earlier to buy ticket..
After buying the ticket was still early..so we decided to have our dinner at Nandos…..
We ordered 2 sets of quarter chicken meal….as mc ate d..so she just ordered a lemon tea….
The qurter meal is really nice… I like to eat the perri chips….

After having our dinner..we went for a walk… and shopping around new wings…
After that we went to Mc’d to buy sundae choc……
Then we continue to walk around shops….

Suddenly thinking to call Will…as I knew he just around gurney area….
So I called him to meet… as mei chen and loon also wanted to see him…
So we both met in front Nandos…..we just chatted a while because our movie was shown d..we just promised we meet at kl when I continue my study at kl…..^^

Hehe…here’s the strange thing happened to us….
When we get in the cinema…. We just straight get in the cinemas without showing the ticket…. However, the workers also dind’t take any action to ask us showing him the ticket….. maybe the worker was day dreaming….hehe….
After watching the movie… I just opened my wallet and saw 3 non-teared tickets….
I just realized I have forgotten to give the workers to check it….haha..
It’s seem like we watch the movie for free one..but actually was not….
Just feeling about it….

Besides when loon went to payroll station to pay the carpark ticket…
The strange thing happened again…
Loon put 20 dollars into the machine for paying 2 cars…..
However, the balances paid by the machine was more than we paid…..
We have earn 9.50 dollars more…haha..
How can 2 strange things happened to us…. But I quite happy to it… it’s a lucky day to me n my friends…haha…..



I just realized this tickets was inside my pocket…haha

The balances that we get…..

Wednesday, March 18, 2009

meeting a KL friend^^

Today night I went to meet Will(my online P friend) since I persuaded loon to go paradise beach…as I can meet will at there…
I know Will since year 2007…almost 2 years d…..
But we never chat before or meet before…
We just sms or msn…

But today really lucky..as he comes to pg for a 3 days trip….
Besides he stays at paradise hotel that just nearby my hostel area….
I felt excited to meet him…
We meet at beach at midnight…we chat a lot of things… he is a nice guy when chatting with him….

We chat for a while and went back d as loon, jesus and cheng ho were waiting me….

Although we both just chat for a while…but he is a nice friend…. I’m glad to know him….. haha…..
Will …. When I am going to kl to further my study…when free we meet out together ya….^^ wait for me ya….^^

Sunday, March 15, 2009

拜一拜月老。。。。看桃花运。。。。。

15.03.2009(sun) sunny day

今天是观音诞。。。所以到了附近的观音庙拜拜。。。。。
在路途上。。。我阿姨把要供奉的花交了给我。。。说是要拜月老的。。。。
我很好奇地问不是要拿来拜观音的吗??怎么变成拜月老呢??
之后表姐说观音庙里也有月老。。。所以可以顺便求个姻缘。。。。

突然我的脸上出现了奸笑的笑容。。。。
那时我再想我还是单身。。。。因该去拜一拜。。。。看一看有没有桃花运。。。。。

嘿嘿。。。

到了那时。。。我迫不及待地到月老那儿。。。。
就像其他人一样很诚心的跪下来祈祷。。。。。
我告诉月老:“月老啊。。月老啊。。。。保佑我可以和我喜欢的人在一起。。。。
过着幸福快乐的日子。“
说完了。。。当然是很兴奋滴。。。。。。

但回家的路途中。。。我突然想到不知道月老会搞错吗。。。。
怕他找错我爱的人给我。。。。。
因为怕选来给我的是女生。。。。。但是我要的是男生叻。。。。
那时候桃花运多到全都是女生的话。。。那时我该怎么办????

他真的老了。。。。。

14.03.2009(sat) sunny day
在这几天的周末里….我都回sp去我四姨家住。。。。
因为像顺便探望我的四姨以及我的干爹。。。。。
可见我见我的干爹时。。。他真的老了。。。。。
因为我发结他的脚出现了毛病。。。。关节的问题。。。。
看了觉得有点心疼。。。。

当我问他的脚怎么了。。。。
他总是很坚决地说:“没事。。。小事一件。。。。你看我还能走呢。!!”他就是这样。。。总不想让我们担心他。。。。。

我真的发觉他老了。。。。。。我怕他有一天会突然地走掉。。
就像我干妈一样。。。。。走的时候实在太突然了。。。到目前为止我还不能接受呢。。。。。
所以我希望我要快点赚大钱。。。然后报答我的干爹和其他人。。。。
这是我要做的事。。。。。

但是干爹对我的好。。。。我一辈子都换不清。。。。。
因为他对我的好。。。是我无法形容的。。。。。

Thursday, March 12, 2009

i make decision d......



12.03.2009(thurs) sunny day
Today my friends and I went to meet ah wan…
As we long time not saw him d…besides we still need about our future studies after graduate…… we need to get his advices to help us easily to decide where we should study in coming days….

U know why need ah wan to help us to make decision.????
He is our GOD….. our respected GOD…
Haha.. actually he is our tuition teacher…
However, people will ask us study college d why still need to hire a teacher at outside….
As we will give the answer is the lecturer in PG tarc dunno how to teach…
Some lecturer are sucked…..haha… so we just decided to have a tuition outside one…
Seriously I need to thank ah wan…. As he really helps me a lot in this 2 years diploma…
If not him…… I’ll not easily pass all my papers…. THANKS A LOT YA SIR…….^^

Haha…. Continue back my topic…..
Ah wan told us to study AFA at kl… asking us no need to study AAC…as he said just wasting time n money to study AAC…
If we dun wan study ACCA …… he said we better continue our degree at any colleges or UTAR…..
So after listening what he said….. I decided to study AFA in kl… as the pro is more than cons…….

But one thing I need to consider is……I will miss my friends in pg…. now we all need to decide where should we further our study d…..
Everybody need to make decision now……
Then we all will separated in different place d… I don’t know we still can meet or not..
Haix……I scare I can’t meet all of my friends…
I and loon, cheng ho and pei joo them will go kl study…..but some are not…..
Especially abuba, pj, jesus, mc, yi yiing them….. I really scare about it…. Scare can’t meet them all…..i still remember We all really happily together during the time in pg..

I really enjoy it when we all going out to play……such as chatting at coffee island… swimming…..shopping…..watching movie…..travelling…… clubbing….
I really miss that……..
I scare during the farewell time… I scare will cry and hug u all…..
I dun like that moment happened…..huhuhu…. I dun like all my friends will cry one….
I dun like it……
But we have no choice……. We all need to choose the way we all want to go…..
I just hope that in coming days we all can happily meet together and play together,…….
And I hope all will stay happily and healthy no matter where u all been…….
God will bless u all…….^^

Marley and Me............


11.03.2009(wed) raining day
Today I went out with my gang to watch a movie…..
It’s called “Marley and me”…..
It’s really a nice and touching movie….

The story is said about the life of a dog and its owner and his family…..
The dos was called Marley…… it had been the owner’s pet since it was small…
That time Marley was really cute….

However, when it grown up…. It brings a lot of problem to their family….. After the owner and his wife born three children ….Their problem becomes worse…….
The dog always brings a lot of problem to them…. No matter disturb their children sleeping and bite all the things it wants…..
They have the motivation to abandon Marley… but they not do that…….
As they think it is the part of their family member d……

After their chidren grown up become a primary school student….
Their relationship between Marley and his family become closed……..
During the time the children coming from school…. Marley will stand along the street to wait them back…. I like this part very much… as it’s really touching…. The dog is getting older and wanna die d… but still want to wait the children back from school… really touching….. that time my tear suddenly weeped out….. I also don’t know why….… haha……

The story ended with Marley died in peace…. As he getting older and sick….
The owner and his family buried Marley in front the courtyard…….the children still write letters to Marley to remember it……and his wife bury a special gift with Marley to yearn Marley……
during the time Marley died….. I heard many ppl snotty sound….. I saw pei joo, yi yiing and jesus crying d….. haha… that time they were finding tissue to wipe up the tears….
That time I cried for a while.. however inside the cinema no people knew about I was crying….. so when pj asked me whether got cried or not……. I told her I not crying….haha……
However, I like this movie very nice…. The story is great…… if who not watch this movie yet….. faster go to watch… it’s quite interesting and a great movie….^^

Sunday, March 8, 2009

15岁患爱滋!!怎办?

i just read a story..... feeling pity about it...so i wna to share wif u all...
hope that all ppl around me will learn frm it.... as a lesson also nice....


以下是一个15岁患爱滋的故事,好悲惨,很想哭 不知大家有什么感受?http://www.zjpy.net/Html/?435.html



同性恋→网络交友→感染艾滋→…… 一声叹息!他才15岁

时间:2008-12-30 2134 点击:274



12月1日是世界艾滋病日。每年这个日子前后,我都要陆续采访一些艾滋病患者,有大学女生,有三十而立的母亲和她的宝宝,有吸毒的男人,但都没有像我昨天见到这位男孩这样让人震撼。因为他实在太小了,才15岁!细挑的个头,浓眉大眼,坐在记者对面的立立(化名)完全是一个阳光男孩的形象。他在杭城一所职高念高一,人生最灿烂的朝霞,可现在他却无限接近悲伤……因为就在几个月前,他被确诊感染上了艾滋病病毒。“这么小的年纪怎么是同性恋?是通过什么途径染上艾滋病的?他怎么面对将来的生活?”昨天,记者在杭州市六医院,与这位艾滋病感染少年作了一次对话。



  记者(以下简称记):你好!什么时候知道自己感染了艾滋病病毒的?

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立立(以下简称立):两个月前,肛门周围发炎,到医院检查才知道得了…… 


记:知道自己怎么染上的吗? 
立:不清楚,应该是性接触吧。 



记:嗯,你才15岁,这么早就有性行为实在不应该!当然你现在肯定自责得不得了……是什么时候发生第一次性行为的?  

立:好像是去年吧,是在一个同性交友网站上认识的网友。后来的两位性伴侣都是在这个网站上认识的。事后,大家也都不再联系,我都不知道是谁感染给我的。我总共有三四次性经历吧……网友里有跟我一样还在读书的中学生,也有已经工作的。  



记:和他们发生关系的时候,没有采取保护措施吗?  

立:没有啊,医生说避孕套可以起保护作用,我一直以为是和异性接触才有用的。  



记:什么时候知道自己的性取向的?同学都不知道你是同性恋吗?  

立:应该是刚上初中的时候发现的,碰到男生时会有异样的触电感觉。同学们都不知道的。不过……我知道周围玩同性的有10人左右,都是男生。我们不敢告诉别人自己的性取向,只能到网上找人抒发情感。  



记:刚知道这个消息的时候,是什么心情?  

立:冤!就这么三四回,不知道什么时候会离开这个世界!  



记:你现在了解自己的病吗?还能像以前这样学习生活吗?  

立:我除了每天吃药,现在我还是可以和平时一样学习生活啊。医生告诉我,目前我还处于艾滋病的潜伏期,这个过程平均会有5到10年,之后会进入发病期,如果能按照正规治疗还能再活5到10年。现在科技在进步,像我这样的病人可以延缓发病的,以后甚至有可能结婚生孩子。



记:爸爸妈妈知道你的病情吗?  

立:他们失望透了!这个家庭差一点就崩溃了,我知道是我不争气,妈妈现在没有说什么,还要在我面前强笑,我知道其实都是装出来的,他们的心里比我更苦……  



记:有什么可以告诫你的同龄人吗?  

立:我觉得大家还是应该学会保护自己,多学一点关于这方面的知识。珍惜自己,也是珍惜家人。



本报通讯员黄彩红  

本报记者袁春宇  

我们拿什么保卫青春



  和立立聊天,他显得“轻松”,甚至不屑,但慌乱的眼神还是出卖了他!他忏悔,他害怕,害怕失去生命,失去朋友,失去亲人。立立的讲述同样让我感到害怕,以前我们媒体更多关注早孕少女,但在小男生中居然产生了网络交友、一夜情、同性恋、毫无保护意识的性行为,真是令人倒抽一口冷气。今天的90后追求自由,崇尚特立独行的生活方式没有错,但年幼无知的他们突破自由极限时,谁在严厉制止他们?谁在暗中保护他们?孩子,你是拿生命来赌玩世不恭啊!对这个年仅15岁的孩子,我们哀其不幸,怒其不争,更担忧他的悲剧会发生在其他孩子身上。



  杭州市六医院性病艾滋病科主任时代强教授告诉记者,目前,在浙江省的艾滋病患者中,性接触是主要传播方式,而感染者中20~39岁的占到了 74.49%,艾滋病感染者正呈现日益年轻的趋势,艾滋病正在从高危人群向一般人群扩散,年轻人崇尚自由,但与自由相伴的还有责任,请对自己负责,也是对他人负责,保护自己,也是保卫青春!

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请各位同志积极消灭艾滋病:

1. 先暂停止一切性活动,赶快去验血。

2. 如果有爱滋:以后要禁欲,不要让无辜的人受害。通知所有和你性爱过的人,叫他们停止性活动,赶快验血。 如果没有爱滋:继续停止性活动,六个月后(从你最后一次性爱算起)再去验。(因为爱滋病有6个月的空窗期)

3.第二次验了,确定没有病后,你有三个选择:

a) 继续滥交,重新暴露在感染爱滋的风险下。

b) 保持忠心,减低风险(性伴侣可能会偷吃)。

c) 禁欲或自己解决。以后安枕无忧。

Friday, March 6, 2009

Studying in PG or KL???????


06.03.2009(fri) raining day
The same question and thing are around my mind this week is where should I continue my study???
At kl…..the busy town???? Or pg???? more familiar town for me???
Now I knew that I can graduate in May of 2009….
But one thing I need to consider is study at kl or pg……
I really confuse about it….
If I study at kl….. I’ll waste a lot of money…… no matter in my cost of living or my fees…shopping….haha… I think shopping will waste my money more…..haha....
One thing I worry is I scare once I go kl I scare I always go to play or solicited by the kl life…….scare I too enjoy kl life…….then will neglect my study….then I can’t graduate n pass my ACCA d……hiax….
Another things is If I study at pg… I will waste more time… if study my adv diploma at pg will need 2 n half years…..however, if study at kl all I need just 2 years… it saved half years… I will be late graduate compare to study at kl……but study at pg will save more…… what should I do……???

Just now my cousin called me…she asked me about my study… I told her everything…… after listening what I said….she asked me study at kl better…….
She said it will be more easy for me… although I knew that is really tough for me……
She ask me put more efforts can d… she said if u think u can u can………
Besides, she gave many good reasons for me to study at kl…. After thinking back what she said is right….. I’ll consider her suggestion…..

But I still want to study at pg…as I have adapted to stay at pg for 2 years…
I have enjoy my life at pg d…….i really miss my pg life…I scared I can’t fit myself at kl…..
I scare once I study kl… I scare everyday I wake up I need to face the busy town…….
Need to sit LRT….. need to face the complicated life of city…..really scare about it….

Haix… where should I study???? Who can tell me???.. who can help me??? Any suggestions????

Thursday, March 5, 2009

pressure......pressure.......pressure....


05.03.2009(thurs) sunny day
when I arrived alor star home….. I taught that I really can rest at my home sweet home….after coming back frm busy town(penang) ….
As tomorrow have no class….so I can back earlier…..
Who knew that once I entered my house… my sis said “kor….u still dare to come back home….?? U get a BAD result!!!!!”
After listening what she said… my mom continued blamed me about that I not try so hard to study…. As this sem result is really bad..i just get one A-, 2 b+ , 1 b- and 2 c+….My CGPA dropped until 3.3++........ now i can't achieve my goal of 3.5 d.....

is a long distance to my goal...really sad about it....

aldo I passed all my final exam, but they keep saying that I not hardworking…..
That time I really angry about it… suddenly I shouted my mom “ u really wanna me die is it” …”I try my best d but I still can’t get better result”
After that I closed the door hiding myself inside my room…… I really sad about that my mom didn’t console me or give any support to me…I know that I really bad like this…as say so loud voice to my mom… I really sorry to her…… but wat I need is my parents supporting me and caring about me…..But they’re not….
They always think that they d know about me…but actually they’re not…

I know that I not put more efforts in my study…. I get this kind of result…
I deserved it….. I know that…..
I always think that what if I study hard and not always go out playing I sure can get many A’s in my exam……
I always think that what if I put more efforts in my study… then I can get better result…..Then I can get scholarship…..
But now it’s just a dream for me……

However, I quite satisfied for it d… as I at least I know that I can graduate d…as I passed all my exam d…….. I just need to promise myself study hard in future for my advance…. No matter study at kl or pg I need to study hard d…dun play play d……I want to pass my all ACCA papers
I wan be a professional chartered accountant……

MOIS fulled of SUCKED......


04.03.2009(wed) sunny day
Today we all went to MOIS clubbing…….
This is the first time I go pg pub clubbing since I study at pg for 2 yrs and never come before…….
The first time I entered the MOIS was sucked…. I dun like the dancing stage…
It’s really small….MOS of Subang jaya one is bigger than MOIS one……..
Besides, ppl at MOIS one all were smoking one…
My clothes were fulled of cigarettes smell………….. I really hate de smell…
I almost fainted at there…… after that, jesus brought me outside to see the FAME and MOMO… as I wan to know all the pub’s location….
So, next time I can brought my friends go clubbing….go to c leng zai(hokkien words)….
It’s mean handsome guy….….haha…..

After that, I went inside again and drink a lot of liquor….
That time I knew that I almost drunk d….. and I dun allow myself drunk…..
That time I didn’t know why I’ll felt like this…..
This is because I really scared that I will simply say anything once I was drunk….
No matter my happy things or sad things…..
So, I forced myself must not be drunk…..i was standing alone there and watch the dancing stage…. N that time really had no mood to dance again…..watching the ppl dancing…drinking….. hugging…….
Suddenly, my mind was fulled of sadness…. Somemore feeling want to cry….
Really not good that feeling of MOIS….it’s make me thinking back the memory that happened before….. I really dun wan this happened…aldo I d forgot all the things d…..
Mayb everytime I stand alone there I will think back many things……….. I really dun wan this happened
But I can’t……

After keeping quiet a while… I felt getting well…
It is because I want to laugh d…. as some of my friends drunk d…..
They seem like dunno anything happened to them… they said anything that was impossible for them to say in front ppl… some of them said I like u very much..and simply kissing guy on the street.…..
Besides something quite funny was they kept saying that they were not drunk…haha….
After sawing their cute cute and drunk drunk face.. actually I forgot all the sadness d…..
Thanks for them entertaining me…haha



me n mei chen,.....
phaik ji n me...

1st of MARCH is my big day.....




01.03.2009(sun) raining day
The night of 28 feb… my closed friends helped me to celebrate my birthday…..
There are shieh er, jia han, gaik chin, cosway, tat, loon,yih, leong, sheue yee and victor….
They chose at bali café…. As I think that café is quite nice and romantic place…
So that I can enjoy my bd wif the song and the bali style……
Really thanks for them…….
After that they bought a cake for me……
So that I can blow the candle of 20 yo…they now all called me uncle d…..
It’s seem like really old d…. now I getting 20 d…
No longer 19 yo d….
Is that means I need to be more matured???
Dun act like a childish anymore….
I need to consider many things in my life now no matter in family matter, my study, and so on…..
However, in the love matter I think I should leave it behind… so that I dun think too much coz the thing I need to consider is too much d..
I scare I can’t afford it…..
So, I will try my best to pass my life more wonderful…..i promise myself…..

When the time I blew the candle.. I had make 3 wishes…
The first wishes is I hope that all people I know will getting happier and healthy…..
The second wishes is I hope that my friends and family members’s wishes may all come true ya….
And the last one I need to keep it as a secret…..^^ dun wan to let u know….^^

Anyway…. I really thanked to my all closed friends and friends that help me celebrating my bd n send me bd sms…. Really thanks to u all…
Aldo my closed friend, junyean can’t celebrate wif me…. But he had phoned to wish me d…so I accept ur wish ya…^^
And thanks for my sis ‘s present… ham toast…haha….
She had bought it for me frm her secondary school…. As the ham toast was my favourite food during my secondary school time…. I long time didn’t go to canteen to buy it d since I graduated in yr 2006……
And the last one but not less of course is my mom…. She gave me a big “ang pau”……
As I grown up to 20 yo… wishing me the best for my 20 yo bd….
Thanks to all of ur guys……